Jade’s Divine

There is something about these guys that I just don’t trust yet.

Thanks for Polar Bears!!!

laziest….weekend….ever.

highlights were laundry and going to the Cabin with Jen, Kel, and some of her co-workers.

work’s gunna pick up again for December

I work. I work Thursday and Friday, but not Saturday and Sunday…woooo.

Mom is coming up and we’re going out to eat. Probably Chinese…haven’t had that in awhile.
That is going to be my Thanksgiving.
Maybe I’ll watch some footballz.

What do you have plans for Rach? Because you’re the only one that comments, and I know what Kelly and Jeff’s plans are already. Kelly = three turkey dinners to go to on the same day. Jeff = Getting drunk with his biological family.

“Good Enough”

Under your spell again.
I can’t say no to you.
Crave my heart and it’s bleeding in your hand.
I can’t say no to you.

Shouldn’t have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
I can’t breathe but I feel…

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can’t say no to you,
And I’ve completely lost myself, and I don’t mind.
I can’t say no to you.

Shouldn’t let you conquer me completely.
Now I can’t let go of this dream.
Can’t believe that I feel…

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It’s been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I’m still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
‘Cause I can’t hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
’cause I can’t say no.

What’s wrong? At 5 o’clock tonight there is a literature term paper due. Five to six pages in length with five reputable scholarly journal articles. Do you think I have one ounce written at 1:30 in the morning? naw. Have I know about this since the syllabus was handed out? yup. Am I staying up all night/day to plug away at it? you know it. Getting started is the worst part; setting up the mood of the paper and making sure to set the reader up for preparation of information dumping and opinions.
I just can’t understand why I had to wait until the absolute last day to start reading/writing. I’ve known for a few weeks what I wanted to do. I got the references I needed last week. I brought them with me everywhere I went. But do you think I could concentrate on at least one???wasn’t gunna happen.
At least all but one are read as this post is being created. There is a visualization of this paper in my head. However, I will continue to babble on this thing until I grow uninterested, as should you. You probably shouldn’t have even gotten this far in reading. FEED MY PROCRASTINATION!!!!1
(people converse way to loud in this lab on campus, hopefully it will clear out by 4 a.m.)
Never fear fellow friends, for there is a break planned in the morning to go back to the apartment, take a power nap and briefly study for my 10 a.m. TAI 574 class (shouldn’t be too hard).
Aubrey’s been driving me to class on MWFs. Too sweet

Baby showers rule. My sister-in-law’s this weekend was interesting. I played with Kaylee the whole time. When Piper is born, I’ll have a grand total of two neices and two nephews. I’m way too lucky.

UPDATE: It is now 5:30 in the morning…got more of the paper done than I anticipated…all that’s left is the discussion part, score!…out of 132 computers in this room there are five of us scattered about typing and clicking softly. Very peaceful. Very glad a group of obnoxiuos loud boys left a few moments ago. I’m afraid to go back to the apartment, my bed will come alive and tell me to lay down for a few moments, then take that opportunity to strike and gobble me up with an endless array of comfort and companionship that probably no mortal man will accomplish….before I know it I’ll hear….BAM! TIME TO GO TO CLASS AND TAKE A TEST YOU FORGOT TO STUDY FOR BECAUSE YOUR BED ATE YOU!!!a hahaha pathetic.