Jade’s Divine

The title really has nothing to do with the post. But that song was on the radio.

Friday: worked, then went to the summer festival downtown with Aubrey and Jimmy, had a drink at the bar, and then spent most of the night playing guitar hero with them. I had forgotten how much I like that game.

Saturday: two-hour solo trip in the a.m. up to Petoskey. Gorgeous. Perfect weather. Ended up talking to some painters accross the road in a field, cool guys. Went downtown for a bit and hit up one of the many coffee shops to get my dad a coffee, he drinks it like water. Went gambling with 5 dollars in the new casino down the road, my brothers and their friends have better luck then me, considering they came out with more than they went in with.
Exquisite BBQ for dinner. Then took the two-hour trip home at about 11. Gage was with me, but he cashed out as soon as we hit I-75.

Work was alright today, but one of the girls that works with me decided to quit, considering she has two other jobs and is a social worker with 16 cases, she’s spent. But we’re still going to hang out and ride in the evenings and go swimming in her pool *which is open* cha-ching.

Happy Birthday Dan! You’re such an old man!

I don’t know what to do. Just sleep it away I guess. It’s seemed to work in the past.

Fight Club quotes are pretty interesting though:
“Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don’t you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can’t think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you’re supposed to read? Do you think every thing you’re supposed to think? Buy what you’re told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned- Tyler”

Anyone want to come with me??? It’ll be fun, I promise:)

I’m back from vacation. Which was a blast. End of story.

Went tubing today. Very fun, my chest, stomach and face are bright pink.

I got somebody to cover my Saturday shift! So that means a day trip to Petoskey for my bro’s 33rd birthday party.

I expect to hear fun stories coming over from Alpena as well, so don’t shaft me there kids.

Ever want something so much that it extreamly saddens you to think that you have compleatly and utterly no control over the situation, thus in turn having the end result of getting the opposite.

Every time I meet someone new, I try to give them the benifit of the doubt, I try to be optimistic about things…but I always assume the worst if something doesn’t go as planned, especially without an instant explaination, and think that I’m the problem or I’m doing something wrong…that somethings wrong with me.* that might sound like the same sentence repeated, but it’s not* Maybe I talk too much, or maybe being blunt isn’t the most attractive thing, but it gets the point accross I think. No one can read my mind, but they can hear my words and see my expressons. I’m way too much like my mom in respect of her caring for other people and always worrying thinking about what’s wrong, I’ll either go grey or bald before my 20s are up.

These things always happen to me when I least expect it, it’s a nice suprise once in a while…ONCE in a while… not all the time.

Movies watched today on TNT due to depression:
“Pay it Forward” and “Titanic”

I’m such a schmuck. I need professional help.