Jade’s Divine

What a waste.
Right now I feel useless. I can’t even entertain friends anymore, or at least get the muscles to dial a phone number or two. My phone stinks. Pudgy called me last week to be in a parade but I never got back with him because my phone doesn’t work at home (why didn’t he call my home phone?). I think he’s mad at me, but I’ll go talk to him next week.

Speaking of next weekend: I get to move into my house on the 30th, which is next Saturday. woot.
So the weekend after the 30th will be a moving in party which is pretty much an open invite. If you wanna come, I’ll give you directions.

Oh, and a big old Happy Birthday goes out to my dearest brother Jeffrey who turns 29 today. He’s having a BBQ tomorrow, I can’t wait to so swimming. It’s late notice, but does anyone want to come with me?

The internet is starting to bore me…

It’s only purpose seems to be talking to other people.

I can’t talk to people when they aren’t on though!!!

Do we have any interesting links to show anna?

If it’s ungodly hot for an innumerable amount of days, something is bound to heat up. Take for instance, my brother’s underground pool; those solar covers are amazing, actually too amazing, he can’t use it anymore because the pool is getting too warm. So July comes around, along with a cold front. Point being that it’s fun to jump into a pool that’s warmer than the air, unless after awhile the pool makes you’re blood cool and you want to get out, and when you do…you freeze your nipples off.

I cried about death and dieing last night, don’t know why. Perhaps my fear of the unknown overwhelms me. Also all the animals all over the world that are domisticated and trust humans who never see it coming…is that betrayal? I’m so confused on this concept, even though I shouldn’t be. Raised on a farm, I was taught early all the main lessons in life and that everything here has a purpose; but it still saddens me.
It’s weird though, what gets me started in this crying fit is the thought of losing my grandma and parents, even though it makes me feel selfish to want them to live forever. Then the thought shifts from them to animals. I think things are taken for granted too much, but then again some things aren’t taken for granted at all, then things are just taken.