Jade’s Divine

Let’s face it, we all have done something we regret, right? Lord knows I have. Why? I don’t know. Could be a lot of things; attention, testing other’s patience and tolerence, loneliness, excitement, thrill, and/or just plain human sin.

I’m not calling anyone bad, or horrible, or “they’re going to hell” type thing; I’m not pinning them in this post. I want to consider the people that can forgive you for what you’ve done. After you rake your skin and pull your hair out for being so stupid, they’re the ones to look beyond that and understand you won’t do it again. They can look into your eyes and truly see you’re sorry. They can put themselves in your shoes. They can cheer you up just as fast as you went spinning down. Knowing that someone can do that makes them more of a loving and mature person than I could ever imagine.

for·give
v. for·gave, (-gv) for·giv·en, (-gvn) for·giv·ing, for·gives
v. tr.
To excuse for a fault or an offense; pardon.
To renounce anger or resentment against.
To absolve from payment of (a debt, for example).

My mind is wandering in a circle; but then again I’ve always been fond of circles, not perfect ones, but two ends of a line that connect smoothly.

CMU wants to devour me whole.

wow.

If you could go back in time and change something what would it be?

My contacts are sticking to my eyes, I think I need to take them out and throw them away. Time for a new pair.

No Easter basket this year That means no big solid chocolate bunny to knaw on till I’m sick.

Urbain said he was staying up all night with his rifle to get that Easter Bunny for his Easter dinner/meal. I told him he needed to get out the double barrel shotgun…but I don’t remember the response.

I tried rabbit once but didn’t care for it. bleh.

Well, I will find out soon enough if my pre-cognitive powers come true. I want to know all the answers to plants and their metabolism, without learning I guess. I just can’t seem to get the cycles straight. It’s like I’m destined to become a genius who is dyslexic with her photosyntesis reactions and respiration reactions. SOO MANY SUB-cycles!ATP;ATP;ATP everywhere!chloroplasts, mitochondria, NADP, NADPH, electron acceptors, bonds, cyclic cycle, glycolosis, lycsis, Calvin cycle, Citric Acid cycle, photosystem I, photosystem II, hydrogen, RUBISCO, PGA, PGAL.!!!all swimming and circling in my head as I take this test, on top of that, history, belljar studies and leaves.poo.

Like I said, my dyslexic professur is making me dyslexic.

Vindicate me.

A very happy birthday goes out to my friend Laurn:)

I want a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Don’t care if its extra crunchy or extra smooth. Don’t care if it’s strawberry, raspberry, or grape jelly; hell it could even be jam. Just give it to me.

We have a lack of what some would call food in our doorm room, and I’m starting to dislike the cafeteria food (I think they upped the dose of those drugs) because my stomach has been acting up after I eat there. So I go to the library to do some work, and what does the girl across the table, on the other computer, pull out? A freakin’ peanut butter sandwich…it smells soo good…I want to tear it from her hands right now….brb.

I’ve been freaking out lately, and I really shouldn’t be. I should just let things come as they may. But what if something makes you happy, and you only get one split second to interfere and make it the way you always wanted it to turn out? Would regrets be made? There shouldn’t be, right? I spend way to much time with the “what ifs.” I need to look at the big picture.

On to confusion. I don’t feel like I’m that good at anything, sometimes even being a girlfriend/best friend/friend/family member. I like to do a lot of stuff, but they all interfere with one another. It’s black and white, I feel like I have to choose something and stick with it, it’s either Biology or Theater. Biology requires ass loads of classes. My theatre classes are soo much fun. But where’s my fine line between fun and work? How can I combine the two? I don’t want to waste any more money than I have to, and this indecisiveness really sucks. Sometimes I just want to snap into the future, things and hopes seem much more pleasant.

Feel free to give me any advice.
<3 Anna

Party was a blast! But there were a few mistakes I made.

#1. Went there on an empty stomach.
#2. Didn’t eat anything while there, execpt a few chips.
#3. Too much: Too quickly
#4. Went to bed earlier than expected. (I missed dancing!)

I want to thank everyone that helped me. You people are the best, I owe you one. *muah* LoL, I don’t think I’ll party as hard at the next one, so I can take care of you all.

Got up and had bacon, mmm.
Then later went for chinese.
Cookie says “You won’t be bored for long! New adventures are on their way.”

~sweet~

So there is a party tonight, I’m excited.

I have half of my paper done…the rest can be done tomorrow.

I don’t know what to do!

Aside from that outburst, Happy St. Patrick’s Day!

me: “Wow, I’ve never seen green beer before, I must be deprived..”
Carla: “Yeah, green beer is for the whole St. Patrick’s Day [tradition], but it looks gross coming back up”

I’m staying up here this weekend with Alex and Carla and others, so if you want to see me you’ll have to come up:-)